Im a mess i cant be happy i put the fakest smile on my face every day i wish i wouldnt try so damn hard to make other people happy . i try to hard . i say im done and im not . theres a guy and he made me happy i never cared what people said its what i wanted i was the one with him . now its different i feel like i look stupid trying . but what can i say im broken . shit happens to me all the time fake ass at my school . rumors about everyone . shit gets to me .. i take it day by day but i have long way . i wish i had more good than bad, i trust no one there are to many problems to look at the postitive side of my life . i get tired . im human i make mistakes an when i do it seems like every one can see them . im a fuck up . i cant please anyone no matter what no one is perfect . i wish i could go back and change everything thats happened . i wasted tie on people . im to young to have fuckn problems anymore well , TODAY may 8 , 2012 is the day i no longer give 2 fucks .